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To sell water.
And he who hestiates is lost, even though he takes the right road.
The advent of this years spring has tested my health. Though I am not verging on the need for an admittance into a ward, I have taken the day off work to nurse myself. It appeared upon my wakening that neither my mind or body was keen to give much currency to the dreariness of the day's skies. I so stayed inside with knowledge that my health can do nothing more than improve. Though its physical lashing proves of little importance to me now, its melodic fall has done well to foster a frame of thought towards my dear Jude. I have met this ''man'' little over four months ago, under the most fine of circumstances. It has been ponderously enlivening since. I love him immensely, and see no end to our tenderness. This hope thrives on a basis that I shall neither question or prod. Neither should the world. Whatever will be, will be. I look forward to his presence if the face of time allows so, tonight. I am glad that my health is weak, somewhat. It has given opportunity for a box of... (more)

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Steamboat-C
har pha pha?
Sharon, Yee Wen & Chia Jean Mae Si & Sam Somerset Bay Have a nice day pple!



A New Road
In a Haze
Everything is happening so fast! I had my APFT yesterday morning and I passed, on my first time! I am beyond happy about that. I also had my lab, we learned how to march and turn correctly...wooh...but it wasn't too bad. I got most of my gear and things (for the non contracted cadets), including my ACU's and my PT clothes. I seemed to have misplaced a patch...ugh....I'll just get a new one I suppose, unless I find it. I'm not sure I like how the ACU's fit...they are all in men's sizes so comparatively I am really petite. They had to order some of my gear and clothes because they didn't have some small enough...yeesh...so yeah... This is where my head has been for the past three days. I even accidentally skipped my theatre class because I was so preoccupied...oops... So hopefully I can get my physical done soon so I can contract...because when I contract I'll start getting paid and stuff, and then I can get the rest of my gear and such So life is pretty good. Classes are... (more)

Una Chica Decente
Efeknya Musik
Gue cinta berat sama yang namanya musik, mungkin kebanyakan orang juga. Menurut gue musik itu salah satu ciptaan Tuhan yang paling ajaib sekaligus keren. Gue nggak habis pikir aja nada dasar yang cuma ada 7 itu bisa dimacem-macemin dan dijadiin melody yang bagus sama musisi di seluruh dunia. Musisi jumlahnya mungkin udah ratusan juta, nadanya cuma 7. Dan kesemua lagu yang dihasilkan, as far as I have listened to, nggak pernah ada yang bener-bener sama persis satu dan lainnya. Padahal sekali lagi, nadanya cuma ada 7. Hal lain yang bikin gue amaze adalah kemampuannya untuk mempengaruhi mood semua orang. Gue nggak tau apa ini berlaku umum, cuma gue sih ngerasain banget pengaruhnya. Kalo lagi sedih nangis-nangis nggak jelas, dengerin lagu mellow bakal ngebantu gue supaya nangisnya makin jadi, biar keluar aja gitu semuanya. Kadang-kadang kalo gue malah nggak ngerasa apa-apa, dengerin lagu mellow malah bikin pengen nangis atau malah ngebangkitin ingatan-ingatan tertentu,... (more)

feetree
hubungan ini?
mungkin aku terlalu terburu-buru membangun hubungan ini... aku terbawa arus..tanpa berpikir jernih tentang apa yang benar-benar yang kurasakan. saat ini aku gamang...mungkin dia juga merasakan hal yang sama. apa landasan hubungan kami? aku menganggap ada keterburuan dari pihaknya untuk segera menikah,,, masalah usia. sedangkan aku,,,aku masih butuh banyak penyesuaian dan kemantapan,,,apa aku benar2 bisa mencintainya? sekarang aku sedang bersiap-siap menghadapi kenyataan bagaimana kelanjutan hubungan ini, harus siap melangkah. aku tidak mau menikah dengan perasaan yang tidak enak, tidak mau menikah dengan orang yang tidak kucintai dan tidak mencintaiku, tidak mau menikah di saat banyak keraguan dan kegamangan di dalam hati. aku ingin menikah dengan bahagia.